hand injury

Huh.. It's been a very long i didn't write in my blog since the last melancholic story. There is a missing thing that i feel when i leave it for a couple of weeks. I or people who may read this will feel boring by that. Anyway, It is not too good to keep my last post to be on the top story. .hehe. Thats the main reason why i write now.

Today is not much happened. It is just me and my bos in my room. I did the dizzy stuff today and reviewed it the other bos. I thought the review is going to take hours, but happily the bos were playing with his logic by just taking some interesting points and only focus on that. Then he approved it. Expert!! :D

Last weekend was the worst thing. I had sprue in my tounge and i had a light injured in my hand, spesicifically the joint close to my palm. Even it is light but i cant say it "just" a light injured. Else I can't tell you how painful it was when i went to blind massager to threat this hand. The Sprue raised my temper rapidly when i started to eat. I felt blood flooding in my head and heat kept boiling it just about to wait for a big explosion. My injured hand added it when i grap my spoon to eat. The food was almost fell off as i couldn't move my hand palm just to get the spoon in to my mouth. Man, so painful laa...

More over the tragic story was taken place in blind massager place. I came with a positive feeling to see this guy and hoping he could manage this pain stuff. I need him to threat my hand well while i'm praying also. Then he said, " well, i am just a person like you. Anything comes from god and i only can try my best as a mediator. May Allah swt bless us". Amin.. Ok, thats what i liked and i dealt with it. He was asking his waiter to grab him an hot oil. Oh shit I was wondering what it is. He started to oily my hand where in fact that oil was not a boiled oil like i thought. But it keeping me warm in my skin..oh thank god, it feels better.
Now he started to grope my hand to spot where the injury take place and he kept talking to make me away of this pain. " does it hurt, this one.. or this one.. does it hurt if i turn like this..?" YES , SIR!! It is pain. He stretched hand, pressed and turn it like car steer, pushed my bone and following the path, assume that it is the same bone, and last he strongly pulled my hand and kreeek kreeek kreeek...

All i can say is "whoooza..Positive feeling, positive thinking,,, ikhlas.."